.Feelings.Rambling.

Welp.So I am here with my feelings on my shoulders again.
It seems like I always get to this place when I try to open up to someone in particular or just in general.
Good ole Feelings!! Man I hate them!! LOL Like who invented feelings? Who came up with this man?
These feelings have gotten the best of me for the past two months!!!
I find myself somewhere so happy,content, and peaceful with life and then I'm kicked right back down in the chest.

I know that God is real and that he never puts anything on me that I couldn't bear. It's hard to have to deal with your feelings alone. To be honest I was almost at a place in my life where I felt like I could open up a little more and give a little bit more.

When I was just about to give my all I experienced the truth.
I used to be that girl that gave her ALL, 1,000 % and more to any situation. Such as work,church, friends&family and even relationships. It just seemed like in every situation I was being used, abused and not getting the same in return. So
now I don't give that much of me to people or situations.

Is it wrong of me to protect myself? My heart? My worth? Or should I just go into situations and life blind? Just experience like with no precautions, no hesitations, no second thoughts??

Oh these Feelings I tell you my mind is everywhere!!!
I'm tired of the here today gone tomorrow people, flies,bees and birds!!!

I knew that I would never have to write another post like this again. But HEY I'm human! I'm not perfect at all. Nobody is..LOL

I know its somebody else out there just like me or so *wink* LOL
This is my plan from now on when I meet new friends or just anyone in particular.
This is how I want to introduce myself so no one would get the wrong impression or have their mind somewhere else and there heart in one place. Want to hear it? Well here it goes...
Introduction:
Hi my name is Tracy
I'm human. I'm not perfect.

Geesh!!! Feelings go away soon!! I wonder can I give all my feelings to Drake? Because he loves being emotional!!!
I know I don't!!!! LMBO
Talk to you guys LATER!!!
And next time I will be BETTER!!!!!(Ghetto sentence I know)

 

.BradshawLife Vlog #1

Click on The Link and it will take you to the Vlog!!!!!!

LOL!! Enjoy Let me know if you want to see more of these!!! Well I will be making more anyway!!

LOL 

XOXO T.Bradshaw

.Flare

Hey guys!!!
Just wanted to share a style that I have been staring at all weekend!!
I am really into flare waist skirts
The flare waist skirt will be cute for the autumn season with some leggings and a cute top.
So cutesy to me!!! LOL
That is all! Short and sweet!!
Talk to you guys later

 

Za Za's

Oh how I LOVE this place!!!

If you love salads,cheese,vegetable's and gelato ice cream then this where you need to be!!!
Me and The Triplets (Me.Shamia.and Alex) went to ZaZa's for lunch today!!

Check out the Yummy Pictures Below!!!

 

This is My Salad
I got the Create Your Own Salad
Spinach,Tomato's,Peppers,Goat Cheese!! I love Goat Cheese!! Parmesan Cheese and Caesar Dressing!!! YUMMY!
My Soup was the Southwest Potato Corn Chowder soup!!! It was Great!!!!!

 

 

Here Comes The Gelato Baby!!!!!!!

I had the Limncello/Pineapple Soberto
Shamia&Alex: Biscoff Cookie

I am so stuffed from this meal!!! OMG!!! This place is awesome!!!

The customer service is awesome!! The owner was so nice to us!! Her name is Amber she was very sweet!!!

Everyone if you are in Arkansas please stop by and check out ZaZa's you will love it!!!

 

 

 

 



Mr&Mrs Baker 9/15/13

*Singing* When I first saw you..I said Oh my that's a dream that's my Dream......!!!!! LOL

Aww as of 09/15/2013 my best cousin in the whole wide world Ashley Wayne became

Mrs. Ashley Baker!!!! Awww *tear*

My heart is still filled with so much joy!!! I am so happy for my cousin Ashley and her HUSBAND Marcus!! They are everything to me!!! They have always been there for me through the good and the bad!! These two think they are my parents especially Marcus he is very overprotective!!! LOL

So to see these two take this step made me really happy!!!

 

Ok well the wedding was beautiful!! The wedding was held at the President Clinton Library here in our hometown.

(Me and Ashley)

(My Cousin Amber/Ashley's sister Maid of Honor, My other cousin Lana photobomb'd her lol)

 (Ashley and My Best Friend Jillian The Bride and The Bride To Be Love Them!!!)

I was unable to get footage of the wedding because for some reason my phone said I was out of memory I was so upset!!! I was also enjoying the cermony so my footage would've been horrible anyway. So I just wanted to share a few pictures from the wedding day with guys so you can exprience the love and joy!!!

Congratulations Marcus and Ashley I love you guys!! Now give me some little cousins so they can grow up be like ME!!!!

HA!!!

 

Where have you been?

Hello EVERYONE!!! How have you been?? I know its been almost a year since I have posted anything on my blog BUT I am back now!!!! As you can see I have been very busy and a lot has changed since the last time I have posted. Some things have changed for the better and the some not so good!!! Lets start with the bad news well a couple of months ago I lost a dear uncle of mine. I took that very hard. I didnt want to do anything but be around my family. Me and my family we all stuck together and we helped each other get through that diffcult time. I miss my uncle dearly I think about him everyday and I know for a fact that he is my guardian angel now and he is looking over me everyday. Ok well I have still been up to my usual activities such as hanging out with my friends and of course SHOPPING!!!! So instead of me writing a long pargraph I included some pictures of my life and what's been going on!!! Also I am working on re-launching my blog there will be a new design soon I am working with a web designer now. Once I do that I will have a TraceBradshaw Blog Giveaway!!! So Stay Tuned for that!!!!

xoxo-T.Bradshaw

P.S. My blog is no longer ihearttknight it has changed to TraceBradshaw!!!

It sounds more chic to me!!!! LOL

 

Description of the pictures are from Left to Right
1.) The Triplets(Tracy,Alex&Shamia) 2.) My new iPhone Case 3.) Hot Steve Madden Shoes 4.) Leopard Lush Shoes
5.) Girls Night Out  6.) Sushi My Favorite 7.) My niece Aubree 1st Day of School*tear* 8.) ZaZa's Salad Lunchw/The Triplets 9.) My 29th Birthday Dinner 10.) Random Picture of me 11.) Me and my little sister Markita #TBT
12.) Me and My Honey 13.) Me at Starbucks studying Oh yeah I am back in school!! 14.) My Birthday Cake

 

 

Vlogmas Baby!!!!

Hey Guys!!!

How is everyone? I hope that you guys are doing great!!

Are you ready for the holidays?? I sure am!! I love family holiday fun:-)

Ok this year I wanted to try something new I wanted to do some video Vlogs until Christmas. I'm going to take you guys around with me while I get prepared for the holidays. Family Time! Christmas Parties etc...You get to meet my crazy family and friends!! So be prepared! And dont judge my weirdness!! LOL So here is my first vlog below!!

Enjoy xoxoxoxoxo